Mencoret

Bismillah ,

Alhamdulillah . Allah masih beri aku ruang untuk bernafas, walau banyak masa aku masih lalai dari mengingati Dia. Masa, satu ujian dari Dia untuk manusia. yup.

Alhamdulillah . Aku baru je habis 1 training course ku, gonna have another two courses in the about 3 weeks span here in Swiss. along this time, I have to mix around with different kind of people, different background, culture and language. Frankly speaking, masa kat Toronto dulu, aku jarang mixed around with foreign guys except Muslim. means klu dia foreign guys but dia Muslim, byk la yang aku bercampur. so I dont really have much experience to know about those guys punya behaviour . dun have so much confidence to get around with them maybe . haha . but, here I learnt how to mingle around and try to get to know them better . Most of them are kind , respect others , but of course , drinking , women and those which are not good things are what most of them are doing . but yeah , ini dugaan juga untuk aku . sebab later , insya'Allah ada rezeki , kena kerja dengan those kind of guys dkt site, kena la jaga diri . according to schedule, i might be sent to Taiwan for about a month after the training. but it just a plan, they might change it or I might have to go to different site, those are according to their needs.

Yeah , about getting married , people keep asking me, when u want to get married man ? haha . this kind of question dah jemu juga aku dengar . ye la . kawan aku ramai dah settle down, jemputan bertalu talu . well, walau kuat camne pun ko usaha , jodoh belum sampai , tak jadi juga dude . at least aku dah usaha . ramai kata aku choosy, well , not really choosy, cuma ko nk kahwin kot, sedang ko nk beli handset, beli kereta yang ko nk pakai ntah berapa tahun pun ko consider byk benda , ini kan kahwin . if somebody really, like really know me, they might know what i am doing . tp , ntah la . jodoh, rezeki, ajal, benda2 yang misteri. and aku ada sembang dengan sorang senior engineer company aku ni , n he gives me the view about my work nature . he said like i gonna travel a lot, from one site to another, might have emergency call to site (which one of the excuse for me of not getting into medicine field, ahak) . so yeah, if i wanna get married pun, have to get someone yg boleh understand about my work nature, etc kot. doa jer lah yang terbaik, klu sampai jodoh aku nanti, panjang umur, insya'Allah kahwin la . yeah , jodoh , byk je contoh depan mata , bertahun tahun kawan dengan orang lain, end up kahwin dgn orang lain . so who knows . my senior said , focus my work first, like after few years kahwin la kot . haha , ntah la . but yeah, ini dah rezeki aku, dan bidang ni benda yang aku nak buat, dan as for now, aku tak rasa aku boleh kerja office based. more than 3 months kot aku kerja dalam office , i felt like , dude, this is not what i want to do for now kot . later maybe la . so will see la . apa yang akan jadi pada masa hadapan . Peace yo!

Oh yeah , please doa kan yang baik baik untuk aku . thanks , really appreciate that .

Wassalam .